I notice the steps. In every snip there is release. I see the beauty. In each strand there is natural me. I move through history. In my curly style, I am with different pieces of myself, my parents, my friends, jobs, poetry performances. I see Alamogordo, Las Cruces, Craig, Belen, Hell’s Kitchen, Jersey City, Brooklyn, Astoria, Forrest Hills. Chop the back Lift the sides Shape Shorter Shorter All around Clip clip Cut cut We can stop here. We know these are good places to be.... But if I don’t go further I can’t keep growing. Thank you, Me, for letting me go. Thank you, Judy, for helping me reach new places. Plateaus Within myself and Out in the world Discovery Hiker I Mountain climb. Feel the back Fingers Tussle my own hair Grinning, I am moved by this change. In this new dance I will partake in new Opportunities Move in and through Doors I am a warrior goddess With all of me And beside all of you Beautiful souls to be wi...
I needed this face to face time with you. I needed this jumping from topics people from our past lives, memories of our high school crushes, discussion of our life changing loss. I needed this face to face embrace, our hearts, the sound of our laughter one. Letting loose, letting go, witness of our present bodies. The support, seeing you in the audience Changing Hands, connected. Thank you for hearing me, Kira Dawn.
The sand is soft warm carpet exactly what I need. 20 years since I moved here from New Mexico. Tony took me that first summer in 2003 to NJ for a beach day. He was a friend of a friend of a friend from NM, and afterwards we went for seafood at the Lobster Shanty Once, in 2005, I went to the Jersey Shore alone simply to get a few hours near the ocean. My mom was physically alive then, but she lived in New Mexico and this encounter with the sand and sea was for both of us. It always is. Then, I listened to the "keep going" wild voice that says the adventure is not over yet for the day. At 27, I showered and changed, got on the PATH, walked past Union Square, went out dancing with Kristi in Manhattan at Beautify Bar Today, 46, I am at Coney Island by myself. Twenty years ago, a stranger once tried to swim with me here. It was like he came over and asked me to dance. I was not into him. Still, I smiled and swam away re...
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