Always

Made for you,
like you, my mother.
Made to be of service
through my voice,
my expression,
my passion.

Made for you,
we learned to sustain love
thrive through loss,
reach the deepest knowing of self.

I watched you discover
your personal beauty,
through poetry presentations
your clothing choices
what to wear today,
totem color chakras, you brought
out your inner rainbow.

I was made for you
to be here and behold
beauty and love
from the very beginning.
Since my birth,
I saw your delivery of gusto
in daily movement across
sidewalks to classrooms.
I witnessed your passionate voice
the comfort in being near you
in your work as a teacher
performer, artist
mother, wife.

I was made for you
to learn and at the
same time thrive
in my own garden
beside yours.

Made for you,
I feel you encourage my beauty,
my quiet curious desire
to mingle and know more,
to reach the top of the mountain.
I travel at home
inside my apartment
inside my town
my community
my heart.

Made for you,
we travel in time
to other places,
another universe,
to parts of myself
I've never met.

Mother's Day, 2017

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