I needed this face to face time with you. I needed this jumping from topics people from our past lives, memories of our high school crushes, discussion of our life changing loss. I needed this face to face embrace, our hearts, the sound of our laughter one. Letting loose, letting go, witness of our present bodies. The support, seeing you in the audience Changing Hands, connected. Thank you for hearing me, Kira Dawn.
Rain doesn't stop Grief Or Desire to pursue Push through Dance in freedom To be In the streets of Soho Out the door of Broome Street And Crosby The intersection of this chapter Of my life Traffic backed up Horns blaring Lights blurring Like our stories Our strengths Running to get to the other side Of being In the wet wonder The race to rush Exhilaration No one is stopping me I am me I am parts of my parents I am individually In me-ness Meeting you Holding your Hand My friend As you see Navigate The streets Of your own world Alive I will go out In my tears Singing in the rain
The sand is soft warm carpet exactly what I need. 20 years since I moved here from New Mexico. Tony took me that first summer in 2003 to NJ for a beach day. He was a friend of a friend of a friend from NM, and afterwards we went for seafood at the Lobster Shanty Once, in 2005, I went to the Jersey Shore alone simply to get a few hours near the ocean. My mom was physically alive then, but she lived in New Mexico and this encounter with the sand and sea was for both of us. It always is. Then, I listened to the "keep going" wild voice that says the adventure is not over yet for the day. At 27, I showered and changed, got on the PATH, walked past Union Square, went out dancing with Kristi in Manhattan at Beautify Bar Today, 46, I am at Coney Island by myself. Twenty years ago, a stranger once tried to swim with me here. It was like he came over and asked me to dance. I was not into him. Still, I smiled and swam away re...
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