CUT

I notice the steps.

In every snip
there is release.

I see the beauty.

In each strand
there is
natural me.

I move through history.

In my curly style,
I am with different
pieces of myself, my parents,
my friends,
jobs, poetry performances.
I see Alamogordo,
Las Cruces, Craig,
Belen, Hell’s Kitchen,
Jersey City, Brooklyn,
Astoria, Forrest Hills.

Chop the back
Lift the sides
Shape
Shorter
Shorter

All around
Clip clip
Cut cut
We can stop here.
We know these are good places
to be....
But if I don’t go further
I can’t keep growing.
Thank you, Me, for
letting me go.
Thank you, Judy, for
helping me reach new places.

Plateaus
Within myself and
Out in the world
Discovery
Hiker I
Mountain climb.

Feel the back
Fingers
Tussle my own hair
Grinning, I am moved by
this change.
In this new dance
I will partake in new
Opportunities
Move in and through
Doors

I am a warrior goddess
With all of me
And beside all of you
Beautiful souls
to be with what the day brings

Being in it
There here with you
With myself

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